"It was a beautiful scene, I will say that."
And you laughed. Quite a bit, too… why? I wish I’d had the guts to ask you. Would you still have done that if you knew what I’d wanted to say? Or did you laugh because you already knew?
I think I’ve been given this gift: I seem to have been able to deepen my ability to use my willpower for the best and to finally feel focused. But I’m not using it to it’s full capacity. When I ponder it, that “moving forward” isn’t in the direction that I think I should be going. So I’m going to change that and be a little more strict with myself. It feels like the right preparation for the next year and a half.
I will also not be typing words on Tumblr after 1am. Thank goodness.
I think that technology should repel my fingers after a certain time of the night, because I can over-dramatize things a little bit after a certain level of sleepiness. Yeah, there was some truth to that last post, but.. I do trust my friends to be my friends. Things will never be perfect but I know that I can trust them and that we’re going to be friends for a good while. I love them muchly.
Now. The Subconscious. I’m sure my title isn’t totally true, but really: